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Bad news.

Need JOB BADLY.

Lookout for me?

toning down

HELLO!
Its me again.
LoL.
Well..just to let the readers know that i am busy recently
and might not have time to do updates.
So, thanks for reading my blog all these while and i'll be right back. =)
Just wish my luck in whatever i do ok?
LOL.

Take care everyone.
Be cheerful aite. =)

long lost hangover

HEHEHEHEHEHE...
met up with a LONG-LOST friend of mine..
Mr. Hangover...
heh heh..
cause of him i'm having bad headache now,
but when was the last time i had one ^^
its kinda good to have him again
HAHA.

stupid nite.
was slping ytd and a call came in asking me for accompany..
the venue made it worse, town. =.=
anyway..caught a movie, connecticut.
one word, boring.

after that wanted to head home yet was pulled to a bar.
stupid idea.
had a few drinks, a few games.
Memories created.


overall, STUPID ME.

crazy night

HAIYO!!!!! I MUST BE CRAZZZZY!!!

=.=

Well..thanks to Sab's invitation, I had my night =)
Thanks to Harry and NaNa for accompany too =)
And thanks to NaNa, i finally met Erica =.=

It was hell of a night. BOOM BOOM POW!!

Harry : wonder why it's "Slow Motion"? Fill u in next time. =)
Sab : thanks for entertaining when I was trying to " decipher " the song. LOL !!!




SIAO!

girls dunno abt guys

Haha..received an email.
Quite interesting, tho not all are applicable to all guys =)

--Guys hate sluts even though
they
have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you're not 'popular' if
you've slept with more than 6
guys..you're a HOE)

--Guys may be flirting around all day
but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the girl they truly
care about.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get
you to notice him

--Guys hate it when you talk about
your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured
often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to
your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message
like 'You know
what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make
him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he'll
assume he did something wrong and
he'll obsess about it trying to figure
it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when
courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.

--A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love
them if they are serious in your
relationships.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small
thing a girl does, even if she doesn't
notice it can make the guy think about
it for hours, trying to figure out
what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not
other guys. Because most guys think
alike, so if one guy's confused, then
we're all confused.

--When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually
saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

--If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him. It doesn't happen that
often, so when it does, you know
something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to
avoid you or is never around when
you're with your boyfriend, he's
probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are
beautiful, don't say you aren't. It
makes them want to stop telling you
because they don't want you to
disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer
than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.

--Guys don't like girls who punch
harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can
see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be
intimidated and give up easily.

--Guys talk about girls more than
girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate
being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy,
just do it. Don't say they are like a
brother or just good friends, it just
hurts even more. Tell them that you
aren't interested in a relationship
and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but
somehow are drawn even more to them.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and
health just to be with you, he really
likes you and wants to be with you as
much as possible.

Jap Jap

Been looking up old friends recently,
splendid time and fun catching up with them.
Had a dinner with them,
was good. =)
Wait till she uploads the pictures,
I'll either tag or leech it.

Its the end of June.
Time to re-plan my route.
Things in my family are getting unstable as day passes.

Demoralized.

Thats how the way it is.
Thats the mood im in now.

Studied so hard yet suffered a mental block when i took the paper just now.


WTF.
Im just so USELESS.

the 11th june

it seemed forever
every second felt like an hour
time seemed to slow down
when it was really unnecessary;

i guess i got lost
trying to be someone else,
somewhere along the way
i left myself behind;

everything i touched was golden,
everything i loved got broken,
every mistake i’ve ever made
has been replayed over and over again
as i got lost along the way;

some said i was a lost man
in my own fantasy world,
but then i would probably
be dead by now;

growing tired and weary,
waiting,
i stepped out for
some fresh air;

standing still in emotions
that i cannot show,
i feel there is nothing else
left for me to do here;

everytime i try to dream,
memories still haunt me,
over and over again
replaying in my head;

as darkness comes
and my world fades to black
i reach for life
but grab thorns instead
yet i laugh and walk away
like I always do;
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

The past is over and gone. The future is not guaranteed.

Glad to see everyone's doing well =)

tesco!!

ooOOoo..just a small ting to share for food lovers.. =)

i was in JB whole day and i happened to patronize this particular outlet [Vietnam Kitchen] at the shopping mall Tesco located beside Jusco. As for the exact location..haha..sorry..all i could remember was the taste of the food there =x

ok..lemme try to recap..terbau city?? guess so la..er..after driving pass their checkpoint..head for jln terbau and follow the stretch of it..u'll passby pelangi, metrojaya and sentosa areas on the right..than u'll passby pandan city(kinda warehouse outlook) on the left than there will be signboards of Jusco le. Jusco will be about 7.5 clicks away(as shown on the advertl board).

seriously i dun really remember the name much la..just know the way =x

ok..now..i ordered sliced beef hor fun. sounds very common, wait till u taste it. =) Its not slimy yet it holds the water so well that after u put it in ya mouth it will then start to ooze. The sliced beef will have to be consumed when its hot as when u leave it for 10 mins it stiffens =( .

my drink was "liu bao bing" the 6 fortune tea or wadsoeva the chinese calls it, take note in SG its call "bah bao cha". There is really alot of differences even tho they only have 6 "treasures"(ingredients). The drink is suitable for anyone at any condition, imagine i drove there and i was kinda cold yet i feel the "coolness" once i take a sip.

i ordered side dishes like vietnamese spring rolls and salad rolls, not forgetting a plate of fried seasonal vegetables. Well, personally i prefer the taste of the spring rolls rather than the salad rolls they offers. The seasonal vegetables taste like fried organic vegetables, not salty, not oily =)

basically, i only went once so i'll be trying out the dishes there more and comment about it. For now thats all i guess, gonna go sleep. Damn tired looking after the young ones =p

oh oh oh...about Tesco and Jusco, hmmm, nothing fantastic, price wise about the same as the market we are in. =)

ego

yea...i wont deny that i've all those factors that any girl loathe, but the thing is i dun even know what can be done.
i've asked what you want me to do but all you said was "nvm" "forget it".
its not just me that dont understand you, you dun understand me fully either cox the judgements u made from my actions are not all right.

seriously i do not know how we can come to a solution for this.maybe we should talk face to face.

on the other point, i thought we've come to the agreement that we're already impossible like ages ago??? why do you even need to mention it again??

my mistakes my apology

ok..i've checked the dates, yes it my mistake. i'm really sorry about that.

i din assume as for FO unless u're telling me i dun belong to the category of "everyone".

but be it which ever way it is, let's just close the topic, simply by your way.

ignorant

have u checked the dates of those questions?
even if its recent ones, its nth more than just a concern.

i've been pulling the distance day by day yet u've to come back today.

ignorant??

and i've not been contacting ya mum for days.

why are u still implying im in contact with ya mum or even asking about you?

my stand is i've been treating you as a friend. trying to pull the distance apart.

dont i need time for it?? am i not doing it??

anyway..u asked me to FO rite?? FUCK OFF RITE???

u got it.

not helping!!

hais..seems lyk cutting contact doesnt help much in solving the problem.

i tot u've let everything go when u apologised yet we're still back to square one.

how can we make each other understand our stand??

the 11th

today, the 11th, i'll be MIA and cutting off my virtual world.

to look for me, try via hp.

just so you noe

was listening to songs..and one hit me.

Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

thx pris

thx pris =)
appreciated.

yea sure.

=)

decision respected.

but i wasnt trying to push u for answer honestly, i apologize since i made u felt that way.

forgive me.

the present, the future.

there is something that i wanna make it clear,
i dont care whatever past that you have,
whether i know about it,
i just want you to know,
its the present and the future that i seek,
not the past.

i understand that your queen will protect you,
but let me protect you from your fear too.

i dun care about how long you need to overcome your barriers,
but i just need you to step out and let me appreciate and cherish you.

lets walk the days together, hand in hand.

my contradiction

been thinking quite a lot recently and got emotional, worried for you, agitated with myself, jealousy.
all of this just take me back into the realm of blindness. my attention was all on you.

a simple reply to let you know that there is someone who will still walk the path with you..

i wanna take care of u and be taken care by u.
i wanna hold ya hand and never let go.
i wouldnt mind to be told " u're attached!!".
i wouldnt mind to be told " i love u ___".
i wouldnt mind to be told " i miss u ___".
i wouldnt mind to be told " u're the one and only i wanna be with ".

i wanna be the one to tell u that " I love you".
i wanna be the one to tell u that " I miss you".
i wanna be the one to tell u that " u'll be the one and only i will be responsible to".

just give me a chance.
i really thought about having you as my gf and i've decided.

imma in a dilemma, to ask or not to ask.
we've been with each other side by side when we had troubles and problems with our previous r/s.
but are we possible?

i fear rejection from u and im worried tt it'll affect the friendship tt we're having, tt when we meet up it'll be so uncomfortable.



on the other note, since u're having a new life and new blog, y is my name still appearing there. fuck.

past

on the other note..whats your problem with me saying what i want in my blog?? MY blog..and my blog entries are almost about my r/s..i dun c anything wrong..or is there a law that state im not permitted to do so??

wadeva tt u have the guts to do it u dun have the guts to admit it?? y do i nid to hide it for u??

im not blaming your boy too, i heard what he've said before, to me thus im saying he lied.

whats more is, arent u having a new life now?? shldnt u be happy with it also?? or ya that so lovely trustable boy not doing his job well enough? to give u enough satisfaction??

haha..everybody lies..but not like how u did, not forgetting how your boy did too..omfg..both of u are so compatible.

moved on??

oh..so finally u're admitting that during the relationship u're lying all along la tt u still wan the relationship?? PUI !! u're such a disgust loh..and i cant imagine thatt u're still so proud to admit that u need not love the person to be in the relation with..

haha..and for ya info..moving on by having another relationship with someone tt u flirted b4?? lol..

chin chai la..u happy jiu hao.. ^^

finally !!

hell yea!! finally u wont be so free to be bothered abt me anymore.

and another note to the guy, u noe wad u had said before, im utterly disappointed in u as well, coz u lied too.

ruining urself

ruining yourself cause u cant get over it?? hmm..ok..

but what ever it is..i would like to make it clear that u fucking betrayed the relationship and do not bloody hell deny that. u know what u've done and its not what i think it is..i SAW the whole fucking matter happened just outside your house at the lift, that is if u've forgotten about it.

if u think that i've not given u enough chances then ok lo..

if thats not what u call betray den so be it.

u think that what u've done is right den so be it.

if im the one who is wrong to break up with u den so be it.

what i've done wrong in the relationship is to TRUST u, i've never ever done anything that ruins the relationship, not like what u did.

everytime i raised my voice on u telling u its for your own good u took it as i wan u to change to fit into my preferences, think again. if its so, den so be it.

if u're done with me, im too and i've done it in YOUR way twice,telling you that we're impossible ever again, NEVER.

p.s not direct enough?

nick's bbq

gosh..so slpy..but but but..just wanna post sth ttx so impressive..

someone blindly and proudly lied to me!!! WOW!!

telling me she's invited by the host via sms and when i asked for confirmation she claimed its via Fb..okie~~this is not the main point..i asked the host over and the host confirmed tt she wasnt invited.

LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y lie??

another issue was..someone came over and asked me.."eh, she said she love u rite?? den how come she still can betray the r/s?? "

hmmm..how am i supposed to answer the question?? it wasnt me. at least i din betray the r/s. maybe she shld ask my ex instead..

stupid ppl dun change

fuck. still as stupid as usual.

fine.whatever.

so..issit really so hurting to c me?? tink of me??

if it is..i can help u easily..very simple..

all u need to do is just come and tell me.

wow wow wow

ow ow ow

lol..its so amazing how snakes survive doesnt it??

but 2 headed snakes?? hmmm...

there's one girl, which i'll name as A, who said she cuts all ties with me..commented that she still treats me as friend..
yet!!! she went to tell another friend of her to shut up and not to tell A anything abt me.

okie...i'll be fair..and i leave it to fate, if u're reading this and u wanna clarify, do it. If not, i'll just take it as the statement made is true.

To A,
im not bringing up to u directly because u, who claims that u still treat me as friend, doesnt care abt any shit abt me, so y do i need to? i dun tink i still nid to keep a lookout for u too..

the end of another story

Today marks the last page of another story of my love life..

learnt a few tings from it..anyway..let me put this straight..

u're the one who cut off ties with me, not me.
u claims im not serious, what is ur evidence.
u confirmed u understand me, by concluding that charlene is my gf, well done.
u noted that u trusted me, u listen to what people tells u and doubt me.
u told me that i cant c ur change, what have u changed??
u cling around my social circle, did u notice anything in common?

all this while..four FUCKING months..u made me wasted again. im not giving u anymore time.
a simple reason, u cant even just simply answer my question "what is it u want from me?" and u beat ard the bush turning round and round. If u understand me, what is my style??

come on la..i held u hanging there?? or were u the one hanging ard?? u say i din give u any cold hard answer to fend u off, tink back. i treat u nicely u climb over my head pushing your limits. u asked me ever put myself in your shoe, HAVE U PUT URSELF IN MY FUCKING SHOES!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK HAVE U DONE TO ME TO CAUSE THE FUCKING BREAK UP??!! LIM BEI FUCKING GIVE U HOW MANY CHANCES? NOT ENOUGH?? ASK ME GIVE U TIME TO CHANGE YET FUCKING 4 MTHS U CHANGE NTH!!

u listen selectively.

u're unable to commit.
u're not heeding my advices.
u wont feel pain unless u fall.

so be it. =) be everyone's guest.

lastly, u said bye to me, and so did i. i do not wish to hear from you anymore. i had enough. im not wishing u to have a smooth life ahead coz i believe i've treated u nice enough since i promised u to be friends.another thing is that hanging out with my social circle yet u've not changed any bit i would say u're really hopeless. go find your own friends, i think u belong to that clique. not mine.

heyall..try it..its damn fun..quite accurate for me..i din really think abt it when answering..just by nature =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships.
Conservative.
Always wants the last word.
Argumentative.
Worries.
Very smart.
Dislikes noise and chaos.
Eager.
Hardworking.
Loyal.
Beau tiful.
Easy to talk to.
Hard to please.
Harsh.
Practical and very fussy.
Often shy.
Pessimistic.



LOL

losing faith

the day when u told me the reason for ur tattoo..i tot my wait is over..u're finally starting to grow up..

ha! i was so naive.

in msn u claims tt u seriously wanna move on..u keep saying how sorrowful u are in the virtual world..
yet yesterday u tell me tt u're suffering waiting for me??
are u even in the real world??

who's waiting for who??

since u've decided to move on den y meet me to tell me those stuffs??
i considered tt its ur bday and i nv reject meeting u aft my klazz..yet u've to destroy the mood with ur own hands..

nvm..told me u're heading home aft dinner..end up lei?? u're @ town..which and when are your words true??

answers answers answers.

neverending.

1 question asked 1 answer back.
as that answer is given, another question asked.

where's or when's it going to stop??

enough.

turn into a butterfly soon and fulfil ya wish.

meanwhile i shld step aside, if that's what u ask for.

ranting again

omfg..it just piss me off so much tt i need to rant again..

1 : yes i want changes in u but cant u just fucking understand its all those tts for your own good??
2 : i love u for who u are but not after what u did in between.
3 : i waited for u so desperately and i tink i was stupid to do so.
4 : everything tt u did was monitored yet i din comment anything cause it aint my control, yet did i say anything abt it?? i kept quiet.
5 : u told me tt u've stop doing what i dislike.
6 : u wont be at zoukout nor wearing like that. not including u'ld be drunk..
u're just fucking denial.
7 : how am i to give u another just based on your words??
8 : u're still seeking attention from everyone.


there are so many more abt u. u wanna noe whats good in u?? u can endure my temper.what else??

u dunno how to pack stuffs.
u dunno how to behave during different situations.
u dunno how to be street smart.
u dunno how to differentiate what is important to u and so many more.


what's your definition of love??ask yourself..is it same as mine??
what is my definition??do u even noe??

r/s

haha..been attending 4 days of sch..one of which i was taught by my teacher..she says : "its forgivable to find man unfaithful but its unforgivable for the ladies to be unfaithful. " " To love is to serve, to hate is to suffer. " "Loving and hating is tiring but love is memorable and hearwarming."

how true. at least for me, as there's only one reason. I'm faithful ttx y i expect the same from my partner.

apparently, days,weeks,months had passed yet nth changed in her. She's still taking short cuts in her life..going around arousing everyone's attention unknowingly, being denial.

I'm more of a traditional guy when comes to some matters, but am i so difficult to understand? To please?? I've been v lonely since tt day, i've been tryin to waste my days, trying, finding ways to pass my time all for what? To wait for her to change, apparently to me..she just told me i've wasted my time by your ACTIONS.

I dont care how bad she's choosing words, how stupid she is, im more concern abt what u're doing to show me u're worthy of me loving u.Seems to me there's nth i can do to help anymore..im utterly disturbed by what u're doing.

I'm just trying to find someone to settle down.Why cant u be the one.

Disappointment.

first day @ MDIS

sch rox!

=)

sch sch sch!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! SONG BOH!!!!!!!!!!!
SCH'S STARTING!!!!!!!

hope i'll excel man..really regretted not studying well previously..

nth much im concern abt now..maybe its beta this way..i dunno..

even putting aside ya character..u've not changed much..

2009

Anyone wanna pull me out of 2008??

im still living in 2008..i need help..anyone??

fill my mind with stuffs..help me remove the memories i had..

i wanna be fresh new too..

im really tired..