losing faith

the day when u told me the reason for ur tattoo..i tot my wait is over..u're finally starting to grow up..

ha! i was so naive.

in msn u claims tt u seriously wanna move on..u keep saying how sorrowful u are in the virtual world..
yet yesterday u tell me tt u're suffering waiting for me??
are u even in the real world??

who's waiting for who??

since u've decided to move on den y meet me to tell me those stuffs??
i considered tt its ur bday and i nv reject meeting u aft my klazz..yet u've to destroy the mood with ur own hands..

nvm..told me u're heading home aft dinner..end up lei?? u're @ town..which and when are your words true??

answers answers answers.

neverending.

1 question asked 1 answer back.
as that answer is given, another question asked.

where's or when's it going to stop??

enough.

turn into a butterfly soon and fulfil ya wish.

meanwhile i shld step aside, if that's what u ask for.

ranting again

omfg..it just piss me off so much tt i need to rant again..

1 : yes i want changes in u but cant u just fucking understand its all those tts for your own good??
2 : i love u for who u are but not after what u did in between.
3 : i waited for u so desperately and i tink i was stupid to do so.
4 : everything tt u did was monitored yet i din comment anything cause it aint my control, yet did i say anything abt it?? i kept quiet.
5 : u told me tt u've stop doing what i dislike.
6 : u wont be at zoukout nor wearing like that. not including u'ld be drunk..
u're just fucking denial.
7 : how am i to give u another just based on your words??
8 : u're still seeking attention from everyone.


there are so many more abt u. u wanna noe whats good in u?? u can endure my temper.what else??

u dunno how to pack stuffs.
u dunno how to behave during different situations.
u dunno how to be street smart.
u dunno how to differentiate what is important to u and so many more.


what's your definition of love??ask yourself..is it same as mine??
what is my definition??do u even noe??

r/s

haha..been attending 4 days of sch..one of which i was taught by my teacher..she says : "its forgivable to find man unfaithful but its unforgivable for the ladies to be unfaithful. " " To love is to serve, to hate is to suffer. " "Loving and hating is tiring but love is memorable and hearwarming."

how true. at least for me, as there's only one reason. I'm faithful ttx y i expect the same from my partner.

apparently, days,weeks,months had passed yet nth changed in her. She's still taking short cuts in her life..going around arousing everyone's attention unknowingly, being denial.

I'm more of a traditional guy when comes to some matters, but am i so difficult to understand? To please?? I've been v lonely since tt day, i've been tryin to waste my days, trying, finding ways to pass my time all for what? To wait for her to change, apparently to me..she just told me i've wasted my time by your ACTIONS.

I dont care how bad she's choosing words, how stupid she is, im more concern abt what u're doing to show me u're worthy of me loving u.Seems to me there's nth i can do to help anymore..im utterly disturbed by what u're doing.

I'm just trying to find someone to settle down.Why cant u be the one.

Disappointment.

first day @ MDIS

sch rox!

=)

sch sch sch!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! SONG BOH!!!!!!!!!!!
SCH'S STARTING!!!!!!!

hope i'll excel man..really regretted not studying well previously..

nth much im concern abt now..maybe its beta this way..i dunno..

even putting aside ya character..u've not changed much..

2009

Anyone wanna pull me out of 2008??

im still living in 2008..i need help..anyone??

fill my mind with stuffs..help me remove the memories i had..

i wanna be fresh new too..

im really tired..