imma in a dilemma, to ask or not to ask.
we've been with each other side by side when we had troubles and problems with our previous r/s.
but are we possible?

i fear rejection from u and im worried tt it'll affect the friendship tt we're having, tt when we meet up it'll be so uncomfortable.



on the other note, since u're having a new life and new blog, y is my name still appearing there. fuck.

past

on the other note..whats your problem with me saying what i want in my blog?? MY blog..and my blog entries are almost about my r/s..i dun c anything wrong..or is there a law that state im not permitted to do so??

wadeva tt u have the guts to do it u dun have the guts to admit it?? y do i nid to hide it for u??

im not blaming your boy too, i heard what he've said before, to me thus im saying he lied.

whats more is, arent u having a new life now?? shldnt u be happy with it also?? or ya that so lovely trustable boy not doing his job well enough? to give u enough satisfaction??

haha..everybody lies..but not like how u did, not forgetting how your boy did too..omfg..both of u are so compatible.

moved on??

oh..so finally u're admitting that during the relationship u're lying all along la tt u still wan the relationship?? PUI !! u're such a disgust loh..and i cant imagine thatt u're still so proud to admit that u need not love the person to be in the relation with..

haha..and for ya info..moving on by having another relationship with someone tt u flirted b4?? lol..

chin chai la..u happy jiu hao.. ^^

finally !!

hell yea!! finally u wont be so free to be bothered abt me anymore.

and another note to the guy, u noe wad u had said before, im utterly disappointed in u as well, coz u lied too.

ruining urself

ruining yourself cause u cant get over it?? hmm..ok..

but what ever it is..i would like to make it clear that u fucking betrayed the relationship and do not bloody hell deny that. u know what u've done and its not what i think it is..i SAW the whole fucking matter happened just outside your house at the lift, that is if u've forgotten about it.

if u think that i've not given u enough chances then ok lo..

if thats not what u call betray den so be it.

u think that what u've done is right den so be it.

if im the one who is wrong to break up with u den so be it.

what i've done wrong in the relationship is to TRUST u, i've never ever done anything that ruins the relationship, not like what u did.

everytime i raised my voice on u telling u its for your own good u took it as i wan u to change to fit into my preferences, think again. if its so, den so be it.

if u're done with me, im too and i've done it in YOUR way twice,telling you that we're impossible ever again, NEVER.

p.s not direct enough?

nick's bbq

gosh..so slpy..but but but..just wanna post sth ttx so impressive..

someone blindly and proudly lied to me!!! WOW!!

telling me she's invited by the host via sms and when i asked for confirmation she claimed its via Fb..okie~~this is not the main point..i asked the host over and the host confirmed tt she wasnt invited.

LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y lie??

another issue was..someone came over and asked me.."eh, she said she love u rite?? den how come she still can betray the r/s?? "

hmmm..how am i supposed to answer the question?? it wasnt me. at least i din betray the r/s. maybe she shld ask my ex instead..

stupid ppl dun change

fuck. still as stupid as usual.

fine.whatever.

so..issit really so hurting to c me?? tink of me??

if it is..i can help u easily..very simple..

all u need to do is just come and tell me.

wow wow wow

ow ow ow

lol..its so amazing how snakes survive doesnt it??

but 2 headed snakes?? hmmm...

there's one girl, which i'll name as A, who said she cuts all ties with me..commented that she still treats me as friend..
yet!!! she went to tell another friend of her to shut up and not to tell A anything abt me.

okie...i'll be fair..and i leave it to fate, if u're reading this and u wanna clarify, do it. If not, i'll just take it as the statement made is true.

To A,
im not bringing up to u directly because u, who claims that u still treat me as friend, doesnt care abt any shit abt me, so y do i need to? i dun tink i still nid to keep a lookout for u too..

the end of another story

Today marks the last page of another story of my love life..

learnt a few tings from it..anyway..let me put this straight..

u're the one who cut off ties with me, not me.
u claims im not serious, what is ur evidence.
u confirmed u understand me, by concluding that charlene is my gf, well done.
u noted that u trusted me, u listen to what people tells u and doubt me.
u told me that i cant c ur change, what have u changed??
u cling around my social circle, did u notice anything in common?

all this while..four FUCKING months..u made me wasted again. im not giving u anymore time.
a simple reason, u cant even just simply answer my question "what is it u want from me?" and u beat ard the bush turning round and round. If u understand me, what is my style??

come on la..i held u hanging there?? or were u the one hanging ard?? u say i din give u any cold hard answer to fend u off, tink back. i treat u nicely u climb over my head pushing your limits. u asked me ever put myself in your shoe, HAVE U PUT URSELF IN MY FUCKING SHOES!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK HAVE U DONE TO ME TO CAUSE THE FUCKING BREAK UP??!! LIM BEI FUCKING GIVE U HOW MANY CHANCES? NOT ENOUGH?? ASK ME GIVE U TIME TO CHANGE YET FUCKING 4 MTHS U CHANGE NTH!!

u listen selectively.

u're unable to commit.
u're not heeding my advices.
u wont feel pain unless u fall.

so be it. =) be everyone's guest.

lastly, u said bye to me, and so did i. i do not wish to hear from you anymore. i had enough. im not wishing u to have a smooth life ahead coz i believe i've treated u nice enough since i promised u to be friends.another thing is that hanging out with my social circle yet u've not changed any bit i would say u're really hopeless. go find your own friends, i think u belong to that clique. not mine.

heyall..try it..its damn fun..quite accurate for me..i din really think abt it when answering..just by nature =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships.
Conservative.
Always wants the last word.
Argumentative.
Worries.
Very smart.
Dislikes noise and chaos.
Eager.
Hardworking.
Loyal.
Beau tiful.
Easy to talk to.
Hard to please.
Harsh.
Practical and very fussy.
Often shy.
Pessimistic.



LOL

losing faith

the day when u told me the reason for ur tattoo..i tot my wait is over..u're finally starting to grow up..

ha! i was so naive.

in msn u claims tt u seriously wanna move on..u keep saying how sorrowful u are in the virtual world..
yet yesterday u tell me tt u're suffering waiting for me??
are u even in the real world??

who's waiting for who??

since u've decided to move on den y meet me to tell me those stuffs??
i considered tt its ur bday and i nv reject meeting u aft my klazz..yet u've to destroy the mood with ur own hands..

nvm..told me u're heading home aft dinner..end up lei?? u're @ town..which and when are your words true??

answers answers answers.

neverending.

1 question asked 1 answer back.
as that answer is given, another question asked.

where's or when's it going to stop??

enough.

turn into a butterfly soon and fulfil ya wish.

meanwhile i shld step aside, if that's what u ask for.

ranting again

omfg..it just piss me off so much tt i need to rant again..

1 : yes i want changes in u but cant u just fucking understand its all those tts for your own good??
2 : i love u for who u are but not after what u did in between.
3 : i waited for u so desperately and i tink i was stupid to do so.
4 : everything tt u did was monitored yet i din comment anything cause it aint my control, yet did i say anything abt it?? i kept quiet.
5 : u told me tt u've stop doing what i dislike.
6 : u wont be at zoukout nor wearing like that. not including u'ld be drunk..
u're just fucking denial.
7 : how am i to give u another just based on your words??
8 : u're still seeking attention from everyone.


there are so many more abt u. u wanna noe whats good in u?? u can endure my temper.what else??

u dunno how to pack stuffs.
u dunno how to behave during different situations.
u dunno how to be street smart.
u dunno how to differentiate what is important to u and so many more.


what's your definition of love??ask yourself..is it same as mine??
what is my definition??do u even noe??

r/s

haha..been attending 4 days of sch..one of which i was taught by my teacher..she says : "its forgivable to find man unfaithful but its unforgivable for the ladies to be unfaithful. " " To love is to serve, to hate is to suffer. " "Loving and hating is tiring but love is memorable and hearwarming."

how true. at least for me, as there's only one reason. I'm faithful ttx y i expect the same from my partner.

apparently, days,weeks,months had passed yet nth changed in her. She's still taking short cuts in her life..going around arousing everyone's attention unknowingly, being denial.

I'm more of a traditional guy when comes to some matters, but am i so difficult to understand? To please?? I've been v lonely since tt day, i've been tryin to waste my days, trying, finding ways to pass my time all for what? To wait for her to change, apparently to me..she just told me i've wasted my time by your ACTIONS.

I dont care how bad she's choosing words, how stupid she is, im more concern abt what u're doing to show me u're worthy of me loving u.Seems to me there's nth i can do to help anymore..im utterly disturbed by what u're doing.

I'm just trying to find someone to settle down.Why cant u be the one.

Disappointment.

first day @ MDIS

sch rox!

=)

sch sch sch!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! SONG BOH!!!!!!!!!!!
SCH'S STARTING!!!!!!!

hope i'll excel man..really regretted not studying well previously..

nth much im concern abt now..maybe its beta this way..i dunno..

even putting aside ya character..u've not changed much..

2009

Anyone wanna pull me out of 2008??

im still living in 2008..i need help..anyone??

fill my mind with stuffs..help me remove the memories i had..

i wanna be fresh new too..

im really tired..

to 2008

Goodbye 2008 =)

Welcome 2009 =)






Brand new year..brand new beginning..brand new life..brand new me..








i really hope so..