friends..the way u class it..

lol..wanna kip me as friends..wanna believe in me??
shit u la hor..if u really tink lyk tt den u wont jump to conclusion and tok behind my back la hor..if really wanna treat me as frien e more u shld come and confront me and check everyting out..not by juz tink the way u feel la hor..knn..anyway..u wanna tok behind me rite..go ahead..i dun mind..since dere's no friendship between us anymore..dere's no trust too..wad for i care sho much still..

i believe in wad i will..wad i have to..and i believe in myself..but i dun have to believe u..

pissed off with u!!yes u!!

shut up..zip ya ass sucker..bitch!!

craps!

hoo hoo..look huz tokin now..nice try man..say ppl..plz tink of urself first oso la hor..stop acting!! pui~!!!

im down!!

sian ah..now no com no internet no games no everything..sian ah..now i at sch using the internet...shhh...dun tell the teacher wor..hehe..lame..man..i miss u all sia..duno when can meet u all again..haiz...e renovation tt side gave me bad news sia..say dis week cant finish!! urgh!!!sian..it means by dis wk i wont be back in woodland!! sian!!my hp so quiet..eh..when free cor ma hp chat wib me lei..i'll appreciate alot for tt..im dead bored man..

F*** la

nbcb..dis week not goin to be gd..knn..bad relation with family..nvm..can settle my own..den cb now my friends one by one all so mani prob..knn how to care for all of them sia..walao eh..plus dis week i wont be in woodland at all..knn..how to help my friends..hope when i come back i still c everyone..my brothers..my sista..my buddy..all of ya..everyone..plz take gd care of urselfs..altho i might not really show tt i care abt u all..it doesnt mean i dun..is juz tt i dowanna be so kapo..so take care guys..

wadz happening

hai...doze days..we were so happy..all of us are together..but y..after that..we..hv to isolate each other..y muz it be dis way?? cant all of us juz cant get back to e days we used to have??
i miss the days we use to have..especialy e day we had..at cuppage..all of us so happy..i duno if dere's masks but at least tt day only laughters are heard..isnt it nice to be tt way...

guys..can we bring back doze days....................................?

happy day

hey hey..net..thx for inviting me to ur bdae de steamboat..tyty..i had an enjoyable day..i was still tinkin how i shld spend my lastholiday of my term..u helped me alot sia..hehe...thx..hai..now gotta slp le..sianz..kip tio nag..irritating..

prog for 2day..

nth much la..sentosa again lo..den nite time come back c mit them lo..my kakis..hehe..den play isk again..shiok man..haha..fight till luan ah..

hahaha!!

RISK..so long nv play liao..but still i enjoyed it~!!coz my kakis are fun~!!haha..(majority la..u noe i noe la hor..)..eh..guys..mit earlier lei..den can play longer..

life sux

hello..hello..ya..here i am..to blog sth abt life..e life im hving..so wassup..dis is the cases..jux 1 sentence..is enuff to summarise my life so far..

everyting juz dont go my way..

ya..i noe..dis is life..but itz too damn true to be avoided..but wad can i do?? juz live with it..my relationship..my finance..my studies..craps..all are jux craps..wad do i do best??

y is life so sucky?
y everyting comes infront of me so late??
where is my life?
wad is my life??
wad is life??

i dowanna hear ppl console me..i juz wanna hear solutions!! i tink positively everyday..every sec..but y..i still cant live with my stucked life??huh??everyting i do..it doesnt let me hv a beta future..wad does it gif me?? it juz let ppl noe im stupid..im irritating..im juz an arshole outside..hanging out..a person with no life..i hate it..tingz always looks so close to me..but..itz actually far..far..far..from me..y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shld i still continue to blog? i duno..

i shldnt even hv brought my blog back to life..dere's nth to blog..nth..im hving no life..thx blog for reminding me..and knowing myself..i shld juz leave dis world..i shldnt hv step into dis world..im not supposed to..i dun feel i hv a family..e 'dad' i c everyday..is not my dad..e 'siblings' i c everyday..is not mine..only my mum..hu are my kins..i dun hv any..my mum's side of relatives?? they're jux bunch of idiots..leecher..of wad? my so-called dad's money..jux leave us alone..earn it urself..dere is no free lunch in dis world..get away from us..

u guys tink is coz of dis im devastated?? no..i dun gif a damn to dis kinda shits..itz not my money..itz not my family..wtf am i doin in a family tt im not even holding the surname of e hse owner??dis is crap man..i nid a twist of my life..i wan everyting in my way..but i noe..itz not possible..ppl will juz tell me..<>..yea..i noe..im sick of it..i tell ppl dis too..and i noe they dowanna listen dis too..i noe their feelin..life is juz crap..

my relationship..e gers i lyk..doesnt hv a chance to woo them..i may not be suave..but is looks tt really impt?? is hving transport tt really impt?? is money tt impt??y so materialistic??i dun mean every gers..but e majority of it..hai..life really sux for me..i hv tried to tink positively le..

life..is..jux..to..sucky..for..me..
thx blog for making me realising everyting in dis post..
gd bye..
only u can save me..
hu r u..will u be lead to me..will u be mine??
but no matter wad..deres only one person to blame..one person..

me..

gd bye everyone..take care..appreciate wad u all hv..coz i din..and nv ever do tingz tt u'll regret..

boring day

hmm....nth to post..2day is juz boring..but went to watch movie lo..sky high..so-so nia la..e characters and story line can be expected and predicted..nth special lo..whole day is sian lo..hai..missing u..but no chance..

today's post

today's post..sux la ~!!! itz a bad nite la hor..knn..do gd tio scold..come back home cant use internet!! knnbccb la..

reviews of 2day

okok..now..2day..cut it short..i followed mum out till 7++ i tink..den follow her home to take my bicycle..den went to kong hse lo..watch eh..oh..e movie call wait till u old..or sth lyk tt de..den..tink watch till 10?? duno woh...tt tym gt ah..rong..g3r..xL..kong(if not how to enter his hse sia)..den me lo..den watch liao..we go fujie de hse..to eat lo..den planned to cycle them over..but end up e gers walk..|| -.- ||..deni go to 7 eleven at 768..and when i wanna go back find them..they reached 768 -.- (supposed to meet at fujie's hse)..den they say they meet joyce..aft tt..when joyce come le..we go fu jie hse..i tombang g3r..lol..she kip shouting(due to some ''turbulence'')..hahahaha....ji tao arhz..hmmm..den at fujie's hse..they cook some stuffs up lo..but i nv eat..nt i dowan..is paiseh sia..nv chip in..den go eat meh..lol..den my buddy pei me..she oso nv eat..'steady' sia..no la..is coz she cant eat..haha..tio feng mo..hope she recovers fast..hmm..den 1am+ yong and g3r went home le..rest of us continue watch tv..den we left at 2am lyk tt..dowanna disturb fujie..den now i bath le and bloggin now lo..lol..lame..ttz all folk..

rushing post

arlo all..hmm..rushing dispost for now..coz gotta pei mum go out.....urgh~~ waste my time..hmm....ok.wad shld i write..oh ya..gre8..i got it..i was slping soundly and was kbkb till i wake up...nice try didi..it was ur cry tt wakes me up..ok..hmm..wad else..shld be nth le ba..hv to wait till nite time..c gt aniting to write abt 2day anot lo..ttz all folks..

another post

okok..here's another post for e day yea..hmm..was doin dis skin..editing itz colours and erm..adding some marque in..duno gt take effects anot..den added song..by huang yi da de..den nth else le ba..nez one is gg to change e scroll bar de color..but c when free den change..haiz..

abt 2day

ok..post for today..
im tired..

- signing out -

life sux..really sux..

come on..can someone let my time pass faster..i hate 2day la..urgh!! wad shld i do..im v afraid..

haiss

another day past le..wad hv i done?? nth lo..fark and i hate tt..plus im farked up 2day la..i hate 2day~!!

sentosa

oooooo.......time is 0443 hrs now...meeting at 0700 hrs..gee....itz getting nearer.sentosa.!!!!!!1here i come!!!!!!!!! again...lol..man..how many times hv i been gg to sentosa dis mth..hmmmmm......

craps

hai..wad am i tinkin..wad shld i do..ive been slackin ard..wasting my time..doin nth..but juz hang out..gosh..i cannot lyk tt man..but i miss them..all of them..they gif me happiness..to all of ya all..we shall be united..4eva k..and eva and eva and eva...till death do us part..promise??

life so krazy

lalala..woke up not long ago..morning everyone..hmm..ger is gonna attached to someone le..someone ttz so on with me de..now..he bian le..zhong she qing you..hai..4gt it..blame on myself tt i cant make tt ger mine..fine..i live with it..anyway..net..y euu nv bring keys out~!! nvm..me comin find u soon..hmm...destiny..u workin..sad..kong and jeff shld be slping..lata..gg find them ba..buddy oso slping..no response from her..my ah kor booking out 2day..but nite time..sianz..but nvm..tml sentosa~!!! big group..alrite..cfm fun..unless gt spoilers..den dun say..**hee hee cfm sure hv some de ** aiya..duno wad to write liao la..but some points i wanna voice out..

*for my buddy* dun tink too much yea..stay happy always...smile~~ cheerz =>
*destiny* erm..when in game..ur "an lian" doesnt work de ok.. hehe..
*net* aei~ bring ur keys out nex tym..dun 4gt ah..
*vonn``* i may noe u not tt well..but we noe each other quite long woh..u take care too ya..
*ger* wish u everlasting and happy life with him yea..take care..

one day wasted

walao..2day whole day nv mit xl buddy net kong jeff samuel denis fujie and callista they all is lyk so weird sia..e feeling was so empty..haiyo..all coz of my lil bro..bobian..he first mth..but i gt advantage..haha..gt red eggs to eat..yea..!! siao..i rather to go find my buddy and xl sia..hai..they nw gg to jetty..how i wish i can go oso..i wanna go..but parents sure dun allow de..sad sad sad sad..gosh..y my parents must be sho strict..sumtimes i hate them(my parents)..urgh~!!

gurls power

woohoo..hmm..heard of Da Gurls Power so long ago..till now finally met all of them le..got along with them quite well woh..not lyk last time..juz know each other..den juz sit and stare each other nia..now beta le..holidays..den gotta time to hang out with each other..hmm..not bad lei..6 diff gurl 6 diff attitude 6 diff characters..cool..and they still get along well sia..but itz not surprising too..hehe..coz slipknot do beta den them..hehe..doze slipknot supporters shld noe wad im tokin abt..heh heh..bute main prob is..wad am i tokin here..?? gurls power..den suddenly slipknot?? hmm..sth's wrong with my head..gotta tighten some screws..

bloggy~~

okok..now..everyone out dere..yea..give comments k..dis will be my basic layout..im out of time..so i left out e music to stream, some stuffs to marque abt and e colours to change..but rest of it are donw..give some comments yea..btw..itz my new skin..e old one(ragdoll) i threw it away..damn..tt was lyk edited by me mths ago..and i cant really rmb wad i change..den now cant save it..so sad..i'll miss tt ragdoll de..itz so torn up..and lonely..miss u ragdoll..and u..ger..only u and me noe..no one will noe hu i am missing..

siao liao

ji bai siao liao..my blog CMI liao..everyting start to overlap each other..kao..hope i can save it back..

im back..again..

oh fark..look..my blog is back alive again..but now wad..im lost..lost where? in my mind..im gg krazy..y?? dun ask me ..i really duno..but i hv a new grp of friends..they cor themself..Da Gurlz Power..woo..sounds scary..but dun worry..they're cool..lol..get wad i mean? im krazy soon..

new life~

hmm..im back to post again..yea..such a long time yea?? bo bian lei..damn bz sia..camps..den shooting..den camps..den chalet...hoo..no time even for myself..hmm..broke up wif my gf too..but was long ago..not too long too..but still itz long for me..anyway..hope she'll find a beta guy...lol..hope her curse will tone down..so wont be so jia lat...hmm...anyting else?? i duno..nv slp for e nite..coz 2days shooting lesson v early..haiz..damn school..y pick such an early schedule..knn..hai me cannot slp..gotta stay up and wait for time to pass..den go ur sch teach u all how to shoot..damn..now go bath..bye~~

dis is bad !!

haiz..y is dis happening to me..wad hv i done wrong..y do i hv to leave my ger..y do i hv to be alone....plz tell me y~!!!

wad sia

aiyo..slept not enuff lei 2day.so sianz....den go back mjr tio dua...wakaoz...lucky got my dar dar to pei me..arbo i siao..hmm..den go 768..fix her bike...den go 630 eat..woohoo..got ppl eat chilli vege only..dunno hu sia...hmm.....den hor...go crescent park play bball lo.....wakao..still gt alot of funny jokes of e day de...but aiya...i noe jiu ke yi le..heehhee.....

darling ah~

weiii...dis post specially for my dar dar....u ah.dun be so sensitive la..i nv reply shows im bz..but doesnt mean im bz coz of ur stuffs ma..altho i spent some time for ur stuffs..but tt doenst mean it'll take my whole day de ma..u tink ur stuffs so diff meh..hehe..i ask ard my frien jiu ke yi le..juz tt my friens oso hv tingz to ask help from me ma..arbo i oso wont so bz de...bz till cant reply u neh..u tink i doze type feel u fan liao wont reply meh..if u fan i sure will tell u de..dun worry..i always say wad i feel de...dun worry k..dun stress urself la..aiyo..muz learn to relax la.....relax.....

topicless...

sianz.....now at home rotting....raining outside...nth to do too....sianz......

bloggie~

hmmm......sianz......whole body aching....thx to some ''kids''...anyway...2day go shooting...wah..song...kip winning 2day's competition..wahaha~!!!song sia.....

but....2day..nv c my darling~haiz...feel sho wierd......haiz....aft ytd nite....woah....i feel tt we're close....

ccb

woohoo.....wad a day man....supposed to be happy celebrating a guy's b'dae bbq...ended up beaten up quite badly b4 celebrating fer him..but..im still alive la..nonthelessly..it brings me back to my last time...when i oso was lyk them..so childish type of tinkin..fightin my life off..loL...

anyway..letz not tok abt sad stuffs....kill brain cells tinkin of it~!!wahaha...lemme c....happy moments of the day......wee......2day darling spent the whole nite wif me.....altho her classmates and friens were oso ard fer e bbq~!! wow...happy tt she make such a sacrifice..altho some may tink ttz e way..some may tink im stupid..but i feel contented..haha...well...tink positively always honey....dun tink too much on negative de subjects...it'll shorten ur life de.....so..live ur life well yea...luv ya......muackz...

hehe

aiya....hihi.....hehe.....juz now tt previous post..ish juz got back frm bball na....dunno wad to write oso neh.....sho now write another one.....waliew.....2am++ so sian.....tml sch again.....haiz.....2day went cwp wif my dar dar...hehe....love her sho muchie....but ah....she v mischevious neh....sumtimes oso v childish neh.....weii.....dun be sho childish nah.....be more mature ok....slowly change ba....love ya....muackz~~

sianz~~

aiyo~~~ juz now go wait fer dar dar to end sch de shi hou..walao..do alot funny tingz seh...nvm..den aft tt...waliew!! she kip takin my cap~~~~~wa....sia suey neh....but nvm...2day over liao....hehe....lame bastard sia me......nth to tok.......

hmmm....

yoyoyo....im back again...aiyo..bit late ler...jz came back from bball neh~~oso dunno wanna say wad...bball rox~!! i wanna return to 3 years back...where my bball ish so nice~ not lyk now....itz plain shit man....can only do basic stuffs nia...i wish i can train back wad i hv doze days..i miss my skills~~~exams comin oso le...stress.........dunno whether i can sit fer it oso another prob~!!ah...hu can help me~~ * sob SOB sob * anyway..no point stressing it...not my control...now my mind ish only sports~!! coz they...simply.......ROCKS MY WORLD~!!!!

- Burn - Muthafaker - Burn -

so nice to hv such a thoughtful ger ger

hey...now juz came back from sch..ltr goin out to meet my ai ai~!! i love her~!!i oso dunno wad to post..long long nv update le...anyway..till here first ba..i wanna go eat..tink of wad to post le den i post again..bless u all guys~!!

bad day

wa~!!bad day fer me...nth ish smooth 2day~!!dowanna tok abt it oso....sianz...

IM BACK

hihi..sorry guyz..my com was down...so no new posts...well...im back..haha..lame..
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MIRACLE!!

wa....2day miracle happen sia...me go to sch in da morning~!!! wa...dunno how long nv go for morning lessons liao..tink got 1-2 mths le...waHhaha...but 2day not a smooth day for me lei..everyting is screwed up sia..pissed..worst still..sch send warning letter of my attendance str. to my hse~!! omfg...nv happen b4 one lo..die liao die liao...how to tell my parents..haiz...life is so damn sucky...

OMG

my god...am writing dis post in a hurry..coz me juz reached home...and itz almost passing 12..ok...my routine again...went to sch at 12++ den went to play billard nor..sux..my skills dropped lyk hell...too long nv go sch liao..haiz..c no links wif sch and my billard...got de...coz ah..my sch beside safra..den billard damn cheap nor..e link is..if gt go sch = got play billard...if no go sch = no billard lo...wa..den nvm..go class..shit man..got test...den dunno how to do...aiyo...die liao die liao...sure fail..den aft sch..go find ppl chit chat..wa..slacked from 3pm to now....aiyo...sianz sia...outside slack oso nth to do..juz now only go play pool..and nth else...dis my day program...life sux...haiz.........where is my ger~!!!!!???????!?!?!?!?!?!!!!

my life

aiyo...wake up at 12++ again...haiz...same routine...go back to sch...back hm at 7++den makan..bath...bla bla..aiyo..but rain sia...tot will hv a gd nite slp..end up..e nite is so hot lo..kaoz..anyway..2day..nth much of a special..juz another day of shit..wasting time of life...butz itz gd..coz im spending one day of life for nth...coz i feel tt life juz sux totally to e core...nah...im so bored to come here and force myself to post..but wad to do..nth else ma...so come here kill time lo..anyway my blog oso do hao liao..can only post lo..aiya..really cant tink of wad to write liao...
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another day...

hmmm.....finally...my blog is done..aft so muchiie of work..of editing blos...and becoming it into one...man..1 day gone juz lyk tt..done nth basically..juz slackin e day out....life really sux...esp. alone...

haiz...

itz sunday 10th april nite..
so lonely in my room..
listening my songs..
tinking wad hv i done for e day...
morning went to qing ming..
afternoon..went for shooting..
nite time..done nth..juz bloggin..where ishh my lifee???