life sux

hello..hello..ya..here i am..to blog sth abt life..e life im hving..so wassup..dis is the cases..jux 1 sentence..is enuff to summarise my life so far..

everyting juz dont go my way..

ya..i noe..dis is life..but itz too damn true to be avoided..but wad can i do?? juz live with it..my relationship..my finance..my studies..craps..all are jux craps..wad do i do best??

y is life so sucky?
y everyting comes infront of me so late??
where is my life?
wad is my life??
wad is life??

i dowanna hear ppl console me..i juz wanna hear solutions!! i tink positively everyday..every sec..but y..i still cant live with my stucked life??huh??everyting i do..it doesnt let me hv a beta future..wad does it gif me?? it juz let ppl noe im stupid..im irritating..im juz an arshole outside..hanging out..a person with no life..i hate it..tingz always looks so close to me..but..itz actually far..far..far..from me..y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shld i still continue to blog? i duno..

i shldnt even hv brought my blog back to life..dere's nth to blog..nth..im hving no life..thx blog for reminding me..and knowing myself..i shld juz leave dis world..i shldnt hv step into dis world..im not supposed to..i dun feel i hv a family..e 'dad' i c everyday..is not my dad..e 'siblings' i c everyday..is not mine..only my mum..hu are my kins..i dun hv any..my mum's side of relatives?? they're jux bunch of idiots..leecher..of wad? my so-called dad's money..jux leave us alone..earn it urself..dere is no free lunch in dis world..get away from us..

u guys tink is coz of dis im devastated?? no..i dun gif a damn to dis kinda shits..itz not my money..itz not my family..wtf am i doin in a family tt im not even holding the surname of e hse owner??dis is crap man..i nid a twist of my life..i wan everyting in my way..but i noe..itz not possible..ppl will juz tell me..<>..yea..i noe..im sick of it..i tell ppl dis too..and i noe they dowanna listen dis too..i noe their feelin..life is juz crap..

my relationship..e gers i lyk..doesnt hv a chance to woo them..i may not be suave..but is looks tt really impt?? is hving transport tt really impt?? is money tt impt??y so materialistic??i dun mean every gers..but e majority of it..hai..life really sux for me..i hv tried to tink positively le..

life..is..jux..to..sucky..for..me..
thx blog for making me realising everyting in dis post..
gd bye..
only u can save me..
hu r u..will u be lead to me..will u be mine??
but no matter wad..deres only one person to blame..one person..

me..

gd bye everyone..take care..appreciate wad u all hv..coz i din..and nv ever do tingz tt u'll regret..