bored

hi hi all..once again..I've woke up..thanks ah Leon.. =.=

time now is 2115HRS..had my dinner and rotting at home..damn..Monday blues filling in fast this week..hmmm..im so bored till here i am to post..

what happened today?? basically..up till now..nothing much..this morning..reached home..waited for honey to wake up..but 1200HRS she's literally still sleeping..well..so..4get it..i decided to sleep..and its nice to know that she sms me when she's up =) there were 2 sms when i read my inbox..and the other one was from her also..telling me she's with her mum at vivo shopping..so i stayed home..and as usual..honey asked if wanna meet..but 2nite was called off..so..

I'm really very disappointed in myself..forget it..it hurts to think about life..no matter how realistic or positive i am..especially when i myself suck at handling my own relationships..i had no problems helping others mend their r/s and that sunken my feelings =.=

thanks whoever gave me this kind of life..i know you will give me something better one day..right?? =)

i had enough..I'm going to change my lifestyle..but i still love you..think whatever you feel it is..since whatever i do/explain..it doesn't makes any difference besides pissing you off..since I'm a trouble for you..then might as well i stay low..we are both straight forward..yet you don't speak of your troubles to me..

Is this called friends?? you said we're close/good friends..
Friends share woes and foes..not to say we're an item before..we should be closer..but whats happening??

mood : complicated ; vexed ; unhappy ; lost

that's me..i think alot..not as if i can control it..its a habit for me..I'm born with it..