rant

well well well..I'm home..once again..from town?? yeah..

whats following are my rants..so its going to be very messy..

got a wake-up call from honey..as she's on the way to skate..sweet.hung up the phone when she reached jurong..and i just continue lazing on my bed..guess what?? Marv called !! lolx..and reminded me that we're supposed to meet Jensen(oops Jensen dun beat me for forgetting it =x)..there were bit of arguments and indecisiveness around..temper was lost..but everything still went well..and i finally made up my mind to go cause she told me to meet at cine suddenly..so immediately i went to prepare..after i shit =x

well..as usual..when she saw me..look at me and walk away..so while waiting for Marv we slack around Gloria..and damn..it stinks at times..finally Marv arrived and we headed for the tickets..things happen..again..anyway..i knew she confirm wont watch the body 19 and I've told Jensen even b4 she reminds me..anyway..me and Marv failed to convince her for the movie..so she went home(and that's an ultimate move to spoil my mood...thanks..)..Jensen and Kim went to get the tix from Cathay so me and Marv gotta pick up our speed and meet them at Cathay after she went home..

well..we sms each other..even during my show..we had arguments..again..whats new??i don't know..you can say i don't understand you..i agree..that's why things turn out this way..but have you ever thought of this?? did u open up your problems to me?? only till now..finally you text out your thoughts..and guess what?? i know i have not been making you feel secure but I've been considering the factors and trying to think of solutions..yet what happened?? yeah..i screwed up everything..

today..we touch on the topic about friends..and you feel that I'm putting up a show..I've made it clear that it takes two hands to clap..and i treat people double the way of how I'm treated..this is a grave misunderstanding and both of us chose to keep it silent..but i don't want to anymore..that explains why i ask you the question..and guess what?? it was the feeling u gave me..that I'm still irritating you..and thus i chose to be standing at a distance..but still..I'm in the wrong again..

whatever it is..i just got to admit..i dun understand u well enough that's why i piss u off every time..i don't know..