just got home from work..quite a rough one tho..anyway..the day is ending soon..tomorrow will be better =)
2day i rejected meeting honey and Marv for dinner..feeling is so weird..absence makes the heart fonder..is that so? maybe..who knows?
she gave me the feeling that she don't bother about me anymore..maybe she got sick and tired of having different concepts between us..maybe it seems to her that i don't plan to heed her advices/suggestions..there's patience to every one's limit..i don't wish to hit her limit..maybe i should really stop trying to make her laugh..my jokes are too unnatural..
i wonder how easy can it be to stop thinking about her..even sms-ing Marv i can make a mistake and send the message to her..that just shows how much I've been thinking of her all this while..
i really love her too much..been overdoing everything..what should i do??
or should i just let it be..cause whatever i try to do just worsen everything..
I'm really lost..and I'm contradicting myself too..
should i still treat her as a gf or just a friend??or which one she want..
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